Heylo… this is the latest pic we took during d&d which is body builder started to wear girls cloth.. pretty rite she.. eventhough she change a lot physically but we still love each other as we are always do, now since im staying at jb we rarely spent time together.. it beens two yr we have been staying together, when now we have to distance ourself it hard for me and her to get uaed to this.. i really miss romos2 her face,morning wish,hug her while sleeping, smell her before gone to sleep, bath together,share our pillow.. and espcially her ucuk smell that make me sleep well.. sumpah aku rindu tu sume, bkn sng i nk harungi ni sume… only god know how worry am i when u are sick at nite,wether u eat ur medicine, who tc of u when ur asthma attack… i feel soo useless now coae i cant take care of for this few yr we have been together..
I hope ur love for me wont fade, cose every daymy love for u getting stronger and stronger.. but if u cant tolerate with this situation i understand, eventhough im still not ready and not willing to loose u.. i cried doesnt mean im angry, it just that i regret i cant be the best gf to u whenever u need me beside u .. i miss u badly till everynite i will silently before gone to sleep, u know how hard am i to sleep without u beside me rite.. i hope u are being truth without me by ur side cose i have put the fully trust on u and i hope u wont let thia trust down again… ily manymany body builder tayang ♥♥ if u read my tumblr i hope u understand what am i feeling without u by my side sweetheart :’(
Our tired face.. from now on we have to go work through and forth from jb to sg.. and it really tiring seriously.. and there a lot of curvue that we girls need follow. It becose we are girls we are not allowed to be too freedom.. hais.. less spent time with body builder, just meet at work only.. hais.. at times we just have to bear with all this.. hmmm im tired seriously tired.. :(
At times im not sure what upcoming to my future, which is im still not ready of loosing my body builder.. since i have to thru and forth from jb to sg which is hard being away from body builder i feel the insecureness with myself and her.. im scared of being betrayed in our relationship.. at times i feel like giving up cose i have low trust on her.. that make her feel so down and upset for not trusting her, accidentally reading her ws i rase saket hati plk sedangkn aku rindu dier giler. Rindu tido ngn dier sume.. but what will u feel when ur love called other gerl ‘dear’ and the respond ‘syg’ and she dun even tell me that she might meeting that someone.. hais.. i have been putting thr effort to trust her fully but im not surr ehat am i feeling ar. I know that she might be feeling lonely since im away from her, but fate has written this to me.. i have to redha.. hais.. just being truth is always i wanted in this relationship :’(
This pic was captured last saturday.. when we all going bck jb.. whenever im going bck jb, everybody was like not in gd mood.. asking for mum cooks tp masak sume tk ikhlas.. mcm nisa ni menyusahkn sngt gitu.. sedangkn nisa bkn nyer alek sane slalu.. tp biler dirg alek sabe mesti ibu msk sedap2.. sedangkn biler nisa alek sane nisa kasi duit untk ibu msk.. bukn nyer free.. ibu uat muke den msk pun mcm terpakse.. ni not of jealous or what la.. tp i notice it not once sia.. dirg mkn besar mkn seafood aku tk ade, abeh this wk msk mee soto.. tkpe la.. mls nk ckp bnyk.. biarlah.. ape yg penting aku tk susahkn sesape..
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