I hate the feeling when you have to say goodbye to someone you want to spend every minute with.
I have tried to let you go and I cannot. I cannot stop thinking of you. I cannot stop dreaming about you.
This is what i am going through now
Waktu ketika we are clubbing.. and buat bende mepek together.. yrs by yrs.. there is too much memory u and i.. seeing all those pic it flashback when the first time we party together and the moment we argue on the club and mcm2 lg ar.. i miss those moment when we are together,sleep in one blanket,share our pillow,irritate by mimi,ur hug,ur kiss,ur smell,we shower together and too much to remember.. saket hati,happy,trippo sume ar same2.. it hard for me and i know it hard for u too but we are doing now is for our own good rite? This separation is unexpected and eventhough im not ready and not strong to face this,i try my very best to be one untk kiter back to our straight life.. nisa harap kiter akan together eventhough one fine day we found our partner life,and we still cn be good friend cose u the only one who understand me and i always understand u.. i hate seeing u crying,cose it break my heart into pieces.. i still cant found someone like u who sacrifice a lot,love me with ur whole heart,sincere,accept my imperfection,who cried for me.. i miss every sgl thing abt u and us :’( nisa tau sume ni ade hikmah dgn ape yg terjadifor this 2014.. and nisa redha and nisa hrp bai cn move on to ur straight life.. much misses and love my body builder :’) xoxo ♥♥
I know being with me is not easy. But I want you to understand no one has me, or has ever had me, except you.
It been three yrs we have been together.. and i till these day u choose ur bro yg tk bergune tu.. and u back up them den me.. who go through with u up and down with u.. and word is hurt.. i care abt u eventhough we are no longer attach.. those pic are the memory we had for thia three yrs together.. and i just so sad and disappointed they way u backup them all. So from now own u go find ur bro dun find me anymore. I gues that will make u happy rite.. aku redha ngn sume ni.. aku care psl kau,kau backup dorg.. gold job ar bai.. sumpah aku saket ati and aku down giler. Im hate u beinglike this.. ur attitude ur ego like.. mmng kau sng kene influence.. i habe nothing to u anymore. Go ahead… aku back off :’(
If u were a boy.. im sure wont let u go.. it been 3yrs together and it hard to explain how to explain this feeling.. if only u were a guy,im sure we are married and have kids.. but the facts is we are same gender,and i dun need u too transplant just because off me.. tkyah nk tambah dosa lg.. no matter what, u are the best i ever had.. im not regret knowing u and love u for this few yrs.. and i want we go to the right path as we are growing older and older each yr… #xoxo #mypast #b.b #mybodybuiler #oneinamillion #memory♥
My heartbeat my everything ♥♥ happy 44th bday to my strong mum.. may allah blessed u in everything u are doing now and so on.. love you ibu ツ
Dressing up is like masturbation, I do it for myself and if it turns you on, that’s fine, but this is for me and you’re not invited.
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